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Like a slow drive that I desperately know, I hope this gives me everything I’m missing. Hippie Sabotage used to be what I called this photoshoot until I actually wanted to post it. Honestly, I see why I was going to, but that’s just not quite the right idea. Now I kind of am posting it, right before Die Hard Dreamer, which was better. So working on my old riddled queue, that has become stale but used to carry the image of passion. I really believe that with some of them. Hopefully I can be what I need until I’m over with because on a slow drive to me is gears churning. But wow I can really write like in these weird ways, or states. Either way! I’ve sure been re-editing a lot though, so that’s interesting. This is what I’d like to call this Shopping Cart Shoot! (it’s for the rather) I always liked the concept of shopping carts for Shop For Days, honestly. Thought it made sense like that, and since I had found this stray shopping cart just around back out the apartments (complex) by the ol’ 711, abandoned Hooter’s type place, and a smoke shop just down the road. This is a little bit farther out for the photoshoot than some of the other ones I did around dad’s, like the other few or so that were taken out here were good but they weren’t by that sign right there. That’s a good one, right?

A picture of me, wearing an Ariana shirt, out by that sign in the right corner

So the Ariana Grande shirt was a cute touch but the whole outfit just doesn’t need to make that much sense. I’ve seen why, with the better lit of the bunch of grapes. But it was mostly about the shopping cart actually. I might throw something in near the bottom of this red haired photoshoot, just have something else to add actually. But like, wow I was really red haired. Remember that one senses overload song on that empty crown album? Over your senses, covered your feet. That actually makes sense, I used it as a metaphor. I work so hard on this blog and all my little red haired posts and then I just try to re-work them and it ends up taking way too much time. Like hours, on end. At least that’s some good motivation to keep doing photoshoots. I ended up cutting this blue shirt but I’m probably going to throw it away. Let’s just check this out. I’m not adding the other photoshoots to this. I did this by myself by the way!

This was literally this destroyed shirt and kylie pants. I cut this shirt already. It’s a cropped one. Well this will be another fake timed 2020 post! Rad! I like this more than I thought I would! There’s an Underdog shoot with Passion & Pain and all that I did the same era as this one. Let me show you the rest. I had a lot of stuff with me actually… Mostly just the concert shirt on I guess.

Get to the point, they say. They keep on going and I have a beat to show, show me which song I’m even trying to while I’m beating my face. Makeup and everything to do with my hair, while I dye. Trying to show my eyes but dilation and everything is trying, but I’m never stopping undiscovered and protein. I try way to hard but I keep going overdrive and gather up some betterin, I don’t have much other than blog text. Show me and I tried to incorporate celebrity, like merch. Showing things that I should’ve kept a secret, secreet is what I’ve written in a journal, a pink pen pack of ink.

Wow I can really show it all. Half naked baby. I’ll show what I mean about Sassy Babygirl. Two things I have left to do. Changed my hair and they were all needs, hair extensions and a pricey degree. Music I’m listening to right now actually helps, think I’ll always show my face.

Tell them I’m the baby, for Pete’s sake. And I say that 2017 really will always have slayed over the other written years, but 2018 was my golden year, if you’re referring to my photoshoots. Not any of the other years, there was too many. (I’m at 6 years of blogging actually) but I really do see why I’m such a good blogger to myself. You should see what I see in a day and then call me something like uninspired. I can’t believe I’ve been doing this for this long! Explains this post, a little bit. How I got here, you ask? I’ll get back to that question with a next one. Dedicated to what I’m doing for reasons of passion and good energy, hungry for some bit of life. In 2019 I broke in half a little, swear that I almost didn’t try that year. I did things like this though, this is definitely not the coolest outfit I’ve ever done. It actually is a little stupid, my least favorite outfit I’ve worn, and yet I still simply decided to have posted it. So I did, no sweat there, so interesting, because I can handle a stupid shoot like this, like I said, by posting it! I’m not afraid to look like I’m on my last wish honestly, either way I know I’m still a genie anyway, in terms of capability. So show us something we need to see. And I do I do I do. I show people things about me all the time and I really think it’s healthy to incorporate that into your friendships. Know that this is the way I work, especially when it comes to certain reason, and all these thousands of pictures of me, album after set, not all of them speak the same language is what I’m noticing. I really always will need this for myself, the blogging thing. One day I’ll do another blog post incorporating a shopping cart and I’ll have done it better than this one. So yeah, I can just worry about that instead of this one. This is done anyway. Thanks for reading!