I also have a photoshoot from this year called Expectations, it totally reminds me of 2 Souls On Fire (not this) from the album. …Was that all I had to say about it? One random night Matt went out with me and we decided to take pictures of this black dress n shit that I was wearing. Was wearing the dress sideways and after that never saw the dress again, so, you know, pretty typical. Lol. Most stuff I put in a blog post is like fashion I actually care about so then I take good care of it. I’m about to put this bombass clothing rack in my room just have to figure a way to cram it and move out the table, you know how these things go.
In July of last year, with the last month of my blog before everything became life changing, I had this concept post locked & loaded and was super excited about it. This is the one year anticipated Expectations post, inspired by Bebe Rexha’s incredible and relatable album, Expectations. Track one, opening video; Ferrari, non-pre-choreographed (AKA I made it up on the spot) this was done summer 2018. Featuring the opening track on Bebe’s Expectations album, Ferrari! I gotta say, this month it’s been insanely hectic with different variables and changes of what my Expectations are for myself, for my blog, and for my relationship. Like wow that’s a crap ton when put in perspective. But how I’ve always perceived myself was usually in it’s own innocent way that was infallible time and time again, even when the world pushed me into little corners and stuff like that as if I really am this little girl – how was I ever to get free? I had to like, free myself somehow…Kinda like my Dazey dancing lol, I love the free way I feel when I get to express myself with things like dancing, aww, if only I had dressed cuter though…? Anyway it’s been so long but I’m still going back to fix this post because finally I’m ready to face myself and start blogging way more and expect nothing less from myself because everyday’s a blur but hey I’m here to get better and better as the beautiful soul I am.
