Well I’d say that it’s been a while. If you had told me this time last year that I was going to let all my hard work slip through the cracks, I’d probably determined-mindedly tell you that I could not possibly stop writing or doing photoshoots if I tried. Then things happen in life that not only loopty-loops and spits you out, but also the fact that being in rehab was only a small part of my journey could be one of the lessons I almost left out before I finally sat down to tell more of my story, but dang it’s getting way better – I’m almost to creating new content too (photoshoots) but lifting the writer’s block could’ve been the icing on my fucking cake because I always feel so fluid when I get to finally write again!!
Here’s a sort of recap. So I can’t tell if that’s impressive or oppressive at this point but it’s all the same, rehab in California went fantastic, stayed a month and a half and am now just trying to find a way to be less bored and more motivated. Okay okay but basically May 2018 I started a rough draft of this whole project and after drugs, writer’s block, stressful evictions and walking in circles, I’m finally back to say something here. Finally. Back bitches. And it’s this Bea Miller post! Okay I worked pretty dang hard with these shoots. Plus I turned 21 on the 15th. Older, wiser, legal-er. Journey begins probably when apathy is gone, I’m gettin’ there! Actually pretty freakin’ proud…Wanna check it out?