‘SEX pt.1’ OR, JUST ‘SEX’?: FEATURING MY NEW $500 DOLCE & GABBANA ‘SEX’ BLACK T-SHIRT! I GOT IT FROM FARFETCH! PROBABLY FROM THE NOV 2021, DOLCE & GABBANA COLLECTION.
PERFUME FOR THIS SHOOT WAS THANK U, NEXT BY ARIANA GRANDE ++REM X2 HAIR CLIPS! I LOVE DR. LUKE A LOT THESE DAYS TOO! I’M LIKE, THE BIGGEST FUCKING FAN RIGHT NOW.
Mind your business, this is a pretty good photoshoot idea that I had! I found this perfect outfit that is so cool to me that I think is awesome & I had the concept idea of naming it MIND YOUR BUSINESS., after the Britney Spears song. This is a really cool idea & shoot! I love blazers & cool outfits like that & that’s a style I really love sometimes, I love this outfit with this song a lot! It’s a pretty good idea I had recently & I liked this outfit a lot. I had like a bunch of other cool outfits with blazers & all on my blog in earlier posts but this full outfit was a really good thing to have gotten recently. I really love the look of outfits like this! I did the outfit with this completely perfect hot pink lipstick of mine that I just got it’s Candy Yum Yum by MAC! With perfect pink eyeshadow from my favorite eyeshadow palette of all time, Kesha’s FTW palette. This pink lipstick is SO perfect for this though, I’ve gotten my pink lipstick so perfect in the last month or so but especially here! It’s a new lipstick, I love pink lipstick these days & this hot pink one is perfect! I also, of course still had on gold jewelry, like my favorite gold necklace, another cool one & then a silver or black choker & bracelet! But it turned out completely perfectly & I loved this outfit. I wore black pumps with it that I love, but it is mostly just the outfit! I loved this cool black & white houndstooth outfit, it’s perfect for me! With my red hair especially this time. I also love business inspired outfits sometimes, I love that for my blog! It’s a cool style to rep sometimes, I love a bunch of different styles! I’ve been doing pretty awesome lately & I’m so so excited about this month!
MIND YOUR BUSINESS x Britney Spears Inspired Photoshoot!Continue reading →
I’m back now with this cute t-shirt AKA dress photoshoot! I just posted that last post like, last week & now I’m here with this white shirt & dress outfit right after that last darker type of photoshoot. The t-shirt dress that I got from Dolls Kill is SO cute, it’s this Tormented Teddy leather Teddy Bear with like silver details all over him. This is such a cute t-shirt, I just HAD to get this one like a month ago! I love this Tormented Teddy a lot, he’s really cute on this t-shirt of mine & it’s spiritual. It’s so cute with this gold jewelry! I wanted this so bad when I found it, I’ve been wanting another white, long t-shirt since I love things like that so I really wanted this. I wore it with these new black thigh highs of mine which I got from Dolls Kill recently, but I just wore them with this shirt by itself! Then, all of my gold jewelry too, which turned out really cute I got this new ‘COUTURE’ necklace from Dolls Kill that I’m obsessed with! It’s this really cute gold necklace that is almost like a choker, which is my new favorite thing but also my new ‘Daddy’ necklace by St. Vincent who is a music artist! I love that I got these two new gold necklaces, St. Vincent dropped that necklace with her like, ‘Daddy’s Home’ album but it’s SO cute of a necklace & one of my new favorite things too! I wore all of that together, all these cool new things & I am doing awesome this month finally & I love that! I’m like so excited about where I’m at now finally.
So glad I’m back with another post for this month! This is a cool photoshoot & outfit of mine, another new Gucci post of mine! ‘Gucci Good’ is a black outfit of mine with this Gucci black hat that I just got, last year! I’m still doing new clothes & everything of mine right now so I wanted to do this new, black rose sheer t-shirt I got from Dolls Kill & then finally the black hat of mine! The photoshoot turned out pretty good, I love it with the red hair & this lipstick of course! Another good gold jewelry photoshoot of mine. I’m finally getting to like where this last & this post of mine ended up being these differently inspired post of mine for where I’m at in life, I’m finally getting to like a newer era in my life too after I was like kind of sad for a while, but then got to a point this month where things started getting a lot better in life finally! I think things are going to be better now. I am really inspired recently, differently but like again & I think my next photoshoots are going to be good too. Starting with the last one plus, all the good ideas I have for coming up here next too! I love that, I am excited about that & I’m almost done with doing all-only new clothes but I’m doing that for like another month & a half or so & that’s really good. That’s been really cool, I’m still doing my gold jewelry for a bit longer too! That’s also been awesome & I love that a lot. I got like a few new pieces of gold jewelry & included one in this, I love it!
‘GUCCI GOOD’ DARK OUTFIT PHOTOSHOOT!
It was a new gold Tove Lo ear cuff that I love! I actually finally got Fine As Fuck. It’s a really cool thing!
I love that I came back to April with this cute new outfit I did recently! So I ended up buying this cute pink tank top recently that says ‘Canceled’ on it for a reason, which was pretty cool but & then I didn’t end up following through with whatever, so this shirt actually ended up being even more perfect! So, that was cool but I was surprised & I can’t believe that fell through, but I got what I wanted after that. I’m glad it ended up working out perfectly, I was not sure where that was going, but now I get it! I am glad things could get better than where I was going pretty much, for a while, but it’s totally okay now! I love this t-shirt too, it was a cute idea to get this top & it was convenient that it worked out this way, too. This was a good outfit to wear right now, it looked good with these new heart gold earrings that I got & was perfect to put right here, this April! I love how my gold jewelry has been going & I still have new clothes left to do, since I’ve been doing that for a while! I had the perfect lipstick for the look too, it was easy to pick one for this outfit because it was perfect. I love how this turned out & it was a good look, I love pink recently so that’s good! This outfit like rocked for this & I’m happy about where I am!
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Hope you all have a happy New Year’s everybody! This year is definitely going to be pretty good for me too, I’m excited about it being a New Year finally. 2024 should be awesome, last year went so well & so this one should be cool. I’m happy to start off the New Year with this cute New Year’s Eve outfit that I have for you guys with this new bralette that I just got & this ended up being a perfect outfit for this! I’m so glad I ended up getting this, it’s called the Midnight Love Bite Vinyl Bra by Sugar Thrillz which is from DollsKill! I love this black vinyl bralette from this new order I just got from there, I got like a bunch of different things that I’m really excited about! This was perfect for New Year’s too but I got a lot of cool things. I love all the new things I’ve been getting for the last couple of months, I’ll be doing even more photoshoots for all of that for the next couple of months, too! But I wore this outfit to this New Year’s Eve concert in Seattle to see Tiga for this pretty good concert, which is cool. He ended up being really good, I got to the concert a little late but it was still good to celebrate that night for sure! New Year’s Day was a pretty good one too, I’m happy I finally got to start off this year right after last night. This new year is going to be awesome though & I’m excited to see how it goes, I know it might be even more awesome than last year. This was a good outfit though too, I’m excited about this with my red hair, the YSL lipstick & everything too! Let’s get into this New Year’s blog post though, I’m so happy to start off 2024 with this awesome NYE outfit of mine from last night for this New Year’s Day!
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This month was a good one to wrap up the year of 2021 for me. I’m really glad of how I’ve been making progress, especially with my sobriety overall from the last year, but I’m even more excited to start a new year after this one. I have a lot of ideas for photoshoots and outfit ideas for the next year of photoshoots, so that’ll be good for myself to keep persisting and growing creatively. What is significant for this month to end the year also is that I ended up getting this red butterfly tattoo in the beginning of the month, as a birthday present from my dad. My birthday was on the 15th of last month, and I can’t believe I finally got this tattoo! It’s only my second tattoo, but I have both of them on the same arm. I got a bunch of good pictures of the tattoo in this few-shades of red outfit that I put together, and I think this was perfect to wrap up all of this year’s photoshoots as a timeline. I’ve got a lot to look forward to, but it’s all just one day at a time stuff that I’m slowly progressing with. I don’t really have any big plans or anything like that, but I just do a lot of the same stuff at home everyday and go to the same sorts of meetings every week and other than that, I can’t wait to hype up a bit more and see what more I can do with blogging coming up next year. I’ve at least got my rhythm going this year with posting at least once a month, but we’ll see if I get around to doing any more of that eventually. I’ll just keep pushing on and see where I can get to with everything, it’s just really been over 6 years of blogging that I’ve been writing and I just really love Shop For Days with all my heart. Through this year specifically I really saw myself flourish a bit more creatively after I cut my hair on December 31st, and it had gotten pretty long last year so it was crazy to chop it down to my natural hair color! I then finally went back to red hair in June, but I let that fade all the way out and have yet to go back to red again, so there was a couple months of blonde or so that I ended up loving. Now my hair has definitely grown more than I thought it would but I loved seeing how it looks in the past year of blog shoots. I like it dyed definitely more, even just bleached, but I’ve really evolved after I had to kind of start over my hair last year! That’s craziness, but I really love where I’ve gotten to finally. We’ll see what more I get to working on next month and coming up in 2022, I’m excited to see what else I have to do really. So many things left to do with blogging, I hope I get to better express how I’ve progressed and where I’ve really gotten to in the past year of being mostly 22 and finally 23!
What do I do when I get tired of all these flights of fancies? What do I do when I’m no longer living for myself, the only real reason I spent the last 19 years alive? When it gets out of hand, and when nobody knows, it can get to you to tire, make you feel like you’re just living to expire. Every word I say sounds the same & I stared blankly at this post for 9 hours with nothing to think and no words to produce and now that I’ve hit rock bottom — of the day — I’m ready to say these things in this manner. Is this a poem or am I trying to write a song or is this just me thinking from a perspective that isn’t usually available for me to dwindle with each day? Like a new snapchat filter that you only use sometimes. A door that you always lose the key to, so long that you forget what lies behind. I found the key and all I can remember is forgetting what it’s for. So come and take a walk with me, let’s sort this out, let’s organize it piece by piece until we find some motherfreakin’ peace. Let’s make the stupid kill-arettes dance in the air, waving like a red beam of give-and-bend light: I’m ready to slay this shoot, are you ready to get my point? Get ready because this was the last photoshoot I did before a series of unjust upside-down twisty-turn slides down into the bottom pit of this ‘real‘ life. Continue reading below for a poetic explanation of how uncool the night of April 12th was and how April 13th ruined my life.
I can’t see anything in the snow. I can’t see anything except the cold feel on my skin, or the crunch of ice beneath whatever shoes and their level of practicality for the day. I wiggle my toes to see if they’re still there, and they are. And I’m also still breathing. When I take my deepest breath and look around I can learn to see and feel at the same time, but as you may or may not have noticed that’s not a usual thing for people to have adapted yet in regular situations. I embrace the newfound form of my third eye and be thankful I have any eyes. I hear music, and it’s my brothers, and it sounds different than what plays from my speaker. From my heart to my head to my body mind and soul, I hear/feel/see/touch/think/observe differently. But there’s a way to go from So Blind in the Snow (snowblind) to what I’ll introduce to you as “so kind to let it show”. So let me introduce you to not only allll the amethyst stuff I’m wearing from Amethyst Dreams but let me unblind y’all or something. No basically I’ll just show you the Snowblind words and break them down and let you know how I’m feeling and what I’ve overcome with just thinking of my own personal right to have power and feel strength. Blog it baby one more time.
I have a lot of Lights merch. At one point, I want to catalog all of it, an have it in an organized way where it can be found in the abyss of my other millions of tags and categories of this site. I decided to do a shoot with this Lights shirt that I got that is from her first era, The Listening album, and at first I wanted to make the post about the Listening era/album but the shoot spoke to me as Everybody Breaks A Glass. What I was going through, what I’ve learned and what I’m going through, it really ties into this song. Especially with the state I was in while shooting this outfit. So I got dolled up and ready to shoot this awesome outfit outside infront of these insentient cars, playing around with the sun’s glorious and hidden lighting; and with all of that, I do have a message to share with y’all.